tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-231803272011-07-07T22:18:08.935-04:00"Every language is an old-growth forest of the mind, a watershed of thought, an ecosystem of spiritual possibilities." - Wade DavisKurbhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00418076528193669266noreply@blogger.comBlogger641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23180327.post-47632750909109990252009-07-17T21:21:00.000-04:002009-07-17T21:22:10.072-04:00

Preview Clip:

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After two years of on-and-off writing, I've finally finished this blasted story. Thank you Cameron for your thoughtful feedback.Do not publish without my explicit permission. --------------Standing alone in a broken-glassed bus shelter in the middle of nowhere, I’m watching the rain pouring like a spilt shipment of beans and the streetlights staining everything the colour of an orange gone bad.It

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Since I'm on the topic of advertisement, I'm bookmarking this entry on Malcontent (a gay blog), mostly for my personal reference. It's a fantastic piece which gives a different perspective on gay advocacy groups. The entry discusses the Snickers Affair, in which Mars was accused of homophobia in a gay-themed Snickers commercial. As this post elaborates, not everyone in the gay community felt the

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Hot again. The best gay commercial I've seen so far. I'm pretty anti-consumption, but this really makes me really want to buy the cologne.

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The analysis of the following gay-themed commercial is pretty fascinating. Gay Kiss ?Uploaded by YforYeromInterestingly, the ad was aired only briefly in Canada, since it was deemed too "edgy" for Americans, and maybe Canadians as well. Not surprisingly gays liked it more than straights, Canadians more than Americans. Other results:· The top two words used by Canadians, both gay and straight, to

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This is a short story that I've picked up again. Not the first time I revised it and it won't be my last.I keep finding new details to add to the existing story. It's like marinating food - the longer you marinate and season it, usually the better it tastes. It can be a subtle as a single word, like a hint of nutmeg. So Avrum doesn't now so much as "stumble" across the parking lot as "limps".

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I've always been impressed with Ethan Gray's blog. His sophisticated humour and ironic, melancholy entries make him one of the best gay bloggers on the net. I can't help feeling jealous and a little ashamed sometimes, and not because of my inferior writing skills; I'm jealous because he's fucking porn stars while I'm sitting here writing about him fucking porn stars; I'm ashamed because he's

Kurbhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00418076528193669266noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23180327.post-1170957205392973262007-02-08T12:15:00.000-05:002007-02-08T14:37:59.356-05:00

Download Preview Game - In Search of DustinA gay game made by a gay guy for gay guys.If you're just joining me now, you can read more about Dustin in the blog entries below this one.If you're here for PORN, go to my entries here or here to download the clips. You pervs.So, I've decided to release "In Search of Dustin" Version 0.1. I'm releasing it not because its good or even close to being

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The gay visual novel I'm creating, "In Search of Dustin", is coming along nicely. The mystery and intrigue is thickening. And some parts of the story may cause something else to thicken as well. This is Akbala, my latest character, whom you may or may not meet, depending on the choices you make. He will fulfill your deepest desires... at a price.Akbala: Hello, Master. What is your pleasure?You:

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Meet Valerie: She a manipulative little b*tch who hates your guts and will do everything in her power to ruin your chances with your dream guy. She also happens to be your ex-girlfriend.Meet Stacy: Your dear friend, who's always ready for a laugh and a rockin' good time.Meet Ben: What a beautiful face and body... Unfortunately, that's pretty much all there is to him.Meet Phil: Not sure what he's

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I made this video for the intro to a new visual novel I'm planning. The plot will be completely different from Gaydar.You begin this game by waking up the morning after a party in which you met the man of your dreams. Unfortunately, he's gone. Your goal in the game is to track him down and ultimately try to convince him it wasn't just a one night stand. Its the third phase in the boy-meets-boy,

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Ok, I've added a sex scene. I'm particularly proud of the sound effects, which by the way are NOT mine. *grin* Its wrong on so many levels, but whatever. lol. This is just for fun, since as you'll realize immediately it doesn't fit the story line AT ALL. Anyways, my game is now officially X-rated. And you now have options to choose from! :D One day you may even be able to choose your favourite

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I've been having fun the past couple of days creating a visual novel called "Gaydar" (Cheezy, I know, but bear with me). The objective of my game is to determine which male characters are gay (not all of them are!), and if you're luck, get them in bed. ;) This may well become the first gay english-languaged visual novel ever made by a gay, amateur programmer! lolGaydar uses a free software I

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Just came back from Green Drinks - that social for educated, middle-classed toadies with green sensibilities. Like always, it was a blast - interesting people, interesting conversations, interesting ideas. But it was on the way back, at the corner of Spadina and Bloor, that I had my most fascinating discussion of all.She was middle-aged, black-haired and large-eyed, the suggestion of youthful

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Pure sin. That was what I thought as he rubbed against me in the dark heavy heat, in that chair-sized closet space. But that was enough for what needed to be done. He'd left his mark on me with his writhing, fragrant body. It was some kind of perfume. Or maybe body oil. Taking the subway back, legs still unsteady, I was careful not to stand too close to anyone. I was afraid that if I did, they'd

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You may have noticed that my utube vids don't work. That's because my youtube account was deleted a couple of days ago. It wasn't entirely unexpected, but I admit I'm still irritated. This began as a kind of experiment to see what the effects of linking from a popular site would be on my blog, but I ended up becoming attached to both places, and investing considerable time of utube as a

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Its nice to have one's fantasies visualized. This is a flick about two roommates, one straight, ther other gay, who challenge each other to sleep with "the other".This film made me smile and remember. Almost a year has past since that night. He's still my best friend. But now he's also my roommate. After coming back from the club, we ended up having a conversation, first about asian cinema and

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It's here! The doubtlessly (is that a word?) much anticipated uncensored version of 'Boyfriends putting on a show' has been uploaded on megauploads.You can download it HERE.Benjamin Bradley and Roman Heart sure are hot. Interestingly, I read in an interview that Roman's actually pursuing some kind of environmental degree, while Benjamin has already graduated from college, in some kind of

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I posted this on Youtube a month ago and its since generated more than fifty thousand hits and loads of email. I'll be uploading the full version in two weeks when I go back to Toronto, so for those people interested in this kind of thing, stay tuned. In the meantime, you can download the Brad and Evans clip if you haven't already.Incidentally, I've just gotten my old hard-drive back up and

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So I'm back in Ottawa. Been going back and forth a lot this year because of Mother. I still haven't entirely gotten over how much she's aged since the operation. Oh, she still acts the same - driving me up the wall as usual, but her hair's gone white, she's lost weight, and there are so many wrinkles which I hadn't seen before.I've generally enjoyed those five-hour bus trips between Ottawa and

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Coop: We got something here. And it ain't going away.Jimmy: I got a family.Coop: You think Eileen wants to be married to a stranger? You think if she knew she'd want to keep living a lie?Jimmy: I ain't leaving my kids, Coop!(pause)Coop: I'm not asking for that.Jimmy: What then.Coop: Remember what you were talking about? Living a different kind of life? This is our shot!Jimmy: That was just talk.

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I took a sip of loneliness tonight and decided to venture into The Village. I thought it might make things better. Last time I'd been there I'd been drunk. Even then I'd been too chicken to check out the bars.How things have changed...I dressed up. I fixed my hair, and put on tight pants, more or less trying to look sexy without looking as though I was trying. Sure, I was nervous. I hadn't done

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I don't know what the heck is going on right now. I'm generally not tolerant of people who feel the desire to describe their maladies in graphic detail to anyone who's willing to listen, but this being my personal blog and all I think I have the right to express my bewilderment.Ok, so the day before yesterday I threw up four times and made over twenty pilgrimages to the washroom, once every hour.

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I can't believe it. I can't fucking believe it. The underdog of underdogs, the long shot, the "nice guy" who SHOULD have finished last, the guy who ran his campagn with a shoestring budget, the boring, clumsy academic... beat them all at their own game. Stephane Dion, the man who's platform was all and nothing but environmental, stood amongst green signs and scarves in a party which had never

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Alright, as promised: An explicit clip. Brad usually bottoms online, so this one is a particular treat...A very HOT treat, if I might say... ;DYou can download it from Rapidshare HERE.Remember, if you guys want to see all the clips, you've got to go Brad and Evan's site at Twistedstuds.com . I ain't going to post them all because I feel they deserve the money, considering the quality of the

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Awwww... Aren't they cute? More vids of Brad and Evan coming soon.I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mindThere was something so **PLEASANT** about that faceEven your emotions had an echo in so much spaceAnd when you're out there,without careYeah I was out of touchBut it wasn't because I didn't know enoughI just knew too muchDoes that make me crazy?Does that make me crazy?Does

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Torontonia is Canada's foremost brand in quality dining due to unmatched diversity, density, and culture. Our rich homemade brew is made from our unique blend of multiculturalism and fickle middle-class consumerism. Easy access and affordable rates allow Torontonians to select the cuisine that match their personal taste preferences, so creating individual moments of pleasure and indulgence time

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I have fallen from the sky,Fallen to the ground,I am the angel of sadness,Angel of lost hopes,Angel of lost dreams,I am the fallen angel.They took my wings,They took me apartAnd made me human,But fear me not,I am here for a reason,A chance to be forgiven,I am the fallen angel.

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I slept badly last night. I was still lying awake at seven in the morning, exhausted and knowing full well that I had to get up at a half past nine. But my thoughts just wouldn't settle.Its the same tonight. Hence me writing this at three AM.I met him at the museum. It wasn't the first time - We've been volunteering there since school started. I've gotten to know him better each time, and each

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Breaking from my movie soundtracks...Deliver Me, by Sarah Brightman. One of those gay-popular songs:Also isolated the song for the Brad and Evan clip I posted some time ago.

Kurbhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00418076528193669266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23180327.post-1162370526741897802006-11-01T03:41:00.000-05:002006-11-01T03:43:37.836-05:00

Was searching for a new blogging site, when I came across DowneLink.com , which is essentially a blog/dating/social networking site for LGBT people. You've got to sign up, but its worth checking out.

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Apparently, global climate change will cost the world economy as much as $7-trillion and result in 200 million deaths. In reading this, I was once again struck by the meaninglessness of economic valuations in the environmental context. If we accept that all life on earth is based on the health of the earth, how exactly does one place a price on what is essentially our umbillical cord?Unless, of

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"Lack of maturity" has to be one of the most off-used reasons for the failure of a relationship.Actually, its merely a convenient excuse people use to hide their own shallowness. If you accept that maturity is approximately a function of a person's age, it stands to reason that people who look for mature relationships should pick their dates from amongst the well-preserved elderlies rather than

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"There is a time to admire the grace and persuasive power of an influential idea, and there is a time to fear its hold over us. The time to worrry is when the idea is so widely shared that we no longer even notice it, when it is so deeply rooted that it feels to us like plain common sense. At the point when objections are not answered anymore because they are no longer even raised, we are not

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Have you seen the new X-Men movie? If you haven't, you should.I was immediately struck by the premise of the story: a pharmaceutical company developing a "cure" for mutants. As well as illustrating the social construction of illness (Who says we are a genetic mistake? Who says we need a cure?), it also raises disturbing questions about our current bio-medical paradigm.Take for example the issue

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I love stories. Not just reading them, but reading them into every kind of medium there is, including life itself.Like that time in Laos, when the old lady gets on the bus to Vientiene and cries even as she heckles her adult son one more time. I didn't even know their language, but just like a good black-and-white photograph, I knew there was a story and I could make my guesses and who was to say

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Watch Brad's little change in expression when Evan kisses him on the hand the second time. It says a lot.Brad and Evan have other clips of more graphic nature on their site, which just goes to show that you can be a committed couple, have unprotective sex in a threesome on regular bases, AND be pornstars on your own porn site.Too much information? Lol.Yeah, I've watched porn. So sue me. Actually,

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I've decided to use this blog as a place to record the evolution of my story. Should be quite facinating to look back on.Some new things in this one: The intro is probably the most obvious. I made it when I realized that my emotional focal point won't actually be a sunny sunflower field, but instead a dark, wet bus stop. (Yes, everything is becoming more gritty as the story progresses. I hadn't

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Revised, but only slightly extended. Yeah, I'm a slow writer... (plus I've been pre-occupied with a number of real-life crises)Thump, thump, thump. Sunflowers and a lilting laughter faded to black as I awoke to a heavenly vision: an overweight, sour-looking hog with rust-coloured hair thumping the diner table with a fleshy fist.“Honey,” said the hog with a barfly rasp, “ya beautiful snoring was

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Below is the beginning of a short story I'm writing. Be warned that this is a pre-pre-pre-pre-First Draft, so it will likely be heavily revised as the story unfolds.Thump, thump, thump. Sunflowers, autumn leaves, and a lilting laughter faded to black as I slowly came to. I pried my eyes open to the heavenly vision of a dumpy matron with a streak of tomato-red in her otherwise greying hair. She

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Too much has happened,I'm way too busy,Way too sick,To write,Now.Perhaps later. When things calm down.

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Early in my trip to Asia I decided that I'd do what anthropologists call "participatory observation". This is where the anthropologist drops everything and immerses themselves into the daily lives of the local people. Its the scientific way of saying "When in Rome, do what the Romans do."In Japan, this translated into drinking Japanese tea, sleeping on the floor, and bathing by splashing oneself

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The Thai are a beautiful people. But I don't think it has anything to do with superior having a superior gene pool. Its simply a matter of demographics. Whereas in Japan, all you see are the middle-aged plus (and a concentration of ancient men and women in the countrysides), most of the people you see in Thailand are in the full bloom of their youths. It is these vibrant, productive (and

Kurbhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00418076528193669266noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23180327.post-1148874635365929092006-05-28T23:13:00.000-04:002006-05-29T00:35:45.310-04:00

Ok, I know I'm totally turning this blog into a porn-education blog, but I just came across this and I really wanted to post it somewhere.Did you know that there are sites out there which rate hustlers?Yes, that's right. Rate-your-own-rentboy. It's almost like... rating your favourite movie, isn't it? Except the commodity you're rating happens to have a body and a soul (or perhaps not). But damn.

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This is a video I stumbled across (don't ask me how. Though in all honesty it was fairly innocent...I swear! ;D) called "Environmental Impact". This is what it says on the cover:"Join a group of college freshman as they check out the flora, fauna, and most importantly, each other, in the Canadian wilderness!Just south of Montreal is a huge power plant located on the St. Lawrence River. Due to

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My brother came and visited today and suggested I try an energy drink called "Red Bull". Well, nothing happened after I drank it, at least for the first two hours. But then 2 hrs later I woke up and right now I'm ssooooooo hyper.... Yip yip yipa kaya!

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The Conservatives have just cut the One-Tonne Challenge (Click here to read the article from the Globe and Mail). And so it begins...

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There are strange things doneIn the land of the midnight sun...So... just came back from seeing "Eight-Below" with Vince. A good movie. Kind of touching. Its late... almost 1:00 am now. We took the subway back... felt much better. Starting humming a tune... Laureen Mckennet's, I think. Those sonorous celtic hymns. I think its been a couple days since I laughed. Walked back alone, and what do you

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HereWaiting For that someone to finishHis blasted shower.So I can do my thing.Don't wanna do work.So am writing.Clothes in the machine.Been two weeks,What a mountain!Corals are dying.Everywhere dying.Global WarmingWhoopy do.But why do I care?Wrote a philosophy essay.Late, again.Wrote about the importanceOf "Direct Experience":The basis of ecological consciousness.Alfred Leopold.Rediculous:

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Just watched "Loggerheads". Quite a good movie, won a number of awards. It's in the style, I think, of Brokeback. Kind of slow, but definately poetic. Like Brokeback, its bittersweet story that offers no easy answers to life. I was immediately drawn to it by the fact that its gay and environmentally-themed ("Loggerheads" refer to the Loggerhead sea turtles, which the main character, Mark, is

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I'm feeling kind of down, so I'm posting these to cheer me up.Dream, dream dream dream,Dream, dream dream dream.When I want you in my arms,When I want you and all your charms,Whenever I want you,All I have to do, isDream, dream dream dream.

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You know what I really want to do? I want to go on a road trip. Go straight across the country. Damn it... that would be the life. No doubt there would be some interesting experiences. Like in the movie "Road Trip", for instance, when American Pie's "Stifler" decides to donate his sperm to a sperm bank to raise a little cash...To download the clip from rapidshare, click HERE.

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*WARNING!!!!!: The following posts contains excessive acts of violence and gratuitous sex not suitable for minors. Please note that this User is a peace-loving person in real life and does not engage in such actions nor advocates it. The reader has been warned. Joan: Nice to see you here.User: *Kicks Joan in stomach*. Joan: *kicks you in the shin*.User: Fuck you. Joan: Flibberdegibbets!User: *

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George: Do you sense time?User: Yes. I'm wasting it presently.George: Very nice. Tell me something interesting.User: I am gay.George: So this is getting quite interesting now. Do you smoke?User: No.George: Interesting concept.User: I don't believe in smoking.George: Good thing too.User: Yes, quite.George: :).User: I want to save the environment.George: Are you vegetarians?User: I am.George: Well

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So, I got tired with talking to real people and decided to talk with a chatbot. It's a kind of online robot which responds to whatever you say. My reasoning was that robots would be easier to deal with than people. It didn't quite turn out that way, however. Below is the transcript of my discussion with a robot named Joan. Turns out he's gay (not all bots are), but he's kind of sensitive and

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I can't fucking believe how unproductive I've been today. I've completely wasted the whole day beautifying this fucking Blog. I can't fucking look at myself. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. Shit.

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So Brokeback didn't win, and the gay blogs around the world are now bitching and screaming their heads off. ("Hollywood not ready for gays" proclaims the Los Angeles Times.)Personally, I think it's all relative. If you're a gay, white, American male, then maybe yeah it's a pity, but if you're a gay, Asian Canadian, then wait a minute. Crash won and it's Canadian-directed and good, if a somewhat

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Aren't baby seals so beautifully photogenic? Frankly, the hype over the seal hunt irritates me.There was an article in the Globe and Mail over the Larry King debate, and the great thing about the Globe is that you can post comments (which are moderated) following most articles. I was particularly pleased at the number of Newfoundlanders on the post, since we don't usually hear much from these

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So, this morning I opened my drawers and discovered the inevitable had happened: I was down to my last pair of jeans. They were my tightest, sexiest blackest jeans ever. It's so tight around the crotch, in fact, it hurts my you-know-what. It was unbearable to wear for long.So, guess what I did?I decided to wear no underwear today.That's right.No underwear and my sexy jeans.God, I felt dirty today

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It's 4:30 in the morning.Discovered that my essay on Sand County isn't due until next Monday, so I decided to replace the task with preparing for Bio Lab, and I did. I did read two chapters of the novel anyway. Started laundry too.Went to see my prof... again. Met the high school student he was complaining about, and I actually contributed to the discussion about cancer cells.Later, I went to

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I'm exhausted. I wasn't going to blog... but I changed my mind.Well, it seems I did end up doing what I wrote in the blog. In fact, I complete overdid it. I was job and volunteer searching until 7 in the morning. I went to bed, but couldn't sleep because the blasted construction workers had started working right outside my window. I ended up sleeping half an hour, then having to get up for class.

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This is a letter a wrote to an online friend in Australia last week... after an emotional night. I thought I'd post it here, along with my erotic story below. I think I want this blog to be just about bits and pieces of me which most people don't know about. Skeletons in the closet, you could say. ---------------------------------Ian, Long time no talk. Been somewhat hectic. I've a question. I've

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The Most Beautiful Fucks This story is dedicated first to jfinn, who’s story the The Human Condition at Lit inspired me to try my hands at gay erotica, and second to Annie Proulx, for being able to do in one line what I can’t do in a hundred. If you haven’t already, read her short story, Brokeback Mountain, or go watch the movie! A special thanks to my editors: Scintillating, danielle

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Man, I'm in a good mood today. I love it when coincidence and situation allows me to meet someone new, or get to know someone better... and then, like magic, we realize that we click. We speak the same language. It's so... gratifying. I find, though, it's generally easier to click with girls than with guys. Don't know why. Maybe it's my messed up sexuality/attraction thingy. Sometimes I wish it

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